Got tired of the mystery All this feels like history Leaving just like history Reminiscing been getting to me Like it was yesterday Shit getting to me Why do I love history Got tired of the mystery All this feels like history Leaving just like history Reminiscing been getting to me Like it was yesterday Shit getting to me Why do I love history Can't help it I feel helpless I been acting so reckless Women are possessive I'm not used to all these questions Life will make you question Always been on your side Don't forget it The trying times How could you forget it The toxic lies It was destined This road I'll never forget it Took a while to accept it Love love love love yeah Used to live for love yeah You can't control where I'm headed I loved you But you didn't That's the truth and I get it I been sexing other women Running from forgiveness You don't deserve it But I'm willing I saw the bigger picture Always saw the bigger picture Running from forgiveness You don't deserve it But I'm willing I saw the bigger picture Always saw the bigger picture Leaving just like history Reminiscing been getting to me Like it was yesterday Shit getting to me Why do I love history Got tired of the mystery All this feels like history Leaving just like history Reminiscing been getting to me Like it was yesterday Shit getting to me Why do I love history