It's been a very, very, very, very long year I see it on my face Nothing can replace The months and weeks, the swallowed tears The countless times I fell asleep I wish that I could see Beyond what I mean, ooh Everything is turning to ashes, and I'm longing for you This is the worst year of my life ♪ It feels like every day is Gemini in retrograde Almost died on a plane, got dumped on Lake Lane I picked up running, I thought it would help me ease the pain It's just more of the same Everything makes me feel blue Everything is turning to ashes, and I'm longing for you This is the worst year of my life ♪ Blue Everything is turning to ashes, and I'm longing for you Left my heart in pieces, you flew away with the stick of glue Everything is turning to shit The world's about to go boom This is the worst year of my life Ashes and I'm longing for you This is the worst year of my life