I stopped having fun
I just smile out of habit
And I'm dazed when the light hits my face
When'd it get so bright out?
When it's said and done
Well I guess that I'm grateful
Each day sifts through me
"I believe" I say, but I've got my doubts
"Goodnight, say your prayers, and turn the light out
Don't forget to brush your teeth"
Bad hygiene's become a habit
Lied to my therapist this week
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And it's all a blur to me
And'm not so discreet
When the night comes around out I don't get much sleep
And it's a pity
I'm fucking pitiful
I'm not so sure
When I stepped off the cliff there
It's these crystals inside my ear that got me dizzy
I've been spinning lately
"Sleep tight, keep your feet under the covers
You don't want to tempt the beast"
I think I've become the monster
I once was terrified to see
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[Why's it feel like everyone has given up on me
Keeping it together while I'm pulling at the seams]
Why's it feel like everyone has given up on me
Been keeping it together while I'm pulling at the seams
Why's it feel like everyone has given up on me
Keeping it together while I'm pulling at the seams