Are reading all the letters that I've never found before I'm piecing things together, lying on the floor And you say I'm sentimental but I valued all our time In amongst the chaos, is where I find peace of mind I'd rather be upside down than up right now I'd rather be lost than found and in this town So many faces, so many shadows Remind me of you So many traces, so many ways to erase you from view I'd rather be numb right now I'd rather be numb right now I'd rather be numb right now, it's true... I'd rather be numb right now I'd rather be numb right now I'd rather be numb without you I can hear all the whispers As the walls around me close I'm closer to the edge but no one even knows I'd rather be upside down than up right now I'd rather be lost than found then in this town So many faces, so many shadows Remind me of you So many traces, so many ways to erase you from view I'd rather be numb right now I'd rather be numb right now I'd rather be numb right now, it's true... I'd rather be numb right now I'd rather be numb right now I'd rather be numb without you I'd rather be numb right now it's true... I'd rather be numb without you...