I've been doing pretty good since May I don't have that weight hanging on my shoulders Now even when those records play Doesn't hurt the same Hardest part is over I can think of all the reasons I should try To pick up all the pieces of my life And I know it, there is somebody on the other side of this What if I'm happy? What if feels so good to forget? And what if I let go And I let someone else in? And maybe I'm afraid of a clean slate That you're just another memory to replace And what if I'm happy yeah? I've been wrapping my identity In the bitter sweet But I don't feel anything anymore I should close that door behind me, ooh I can think of all the reasons I should try To pick up all the pieces of my life And I know it, there is somebody on the other side of this But what if I'm happy? What if feels so good to forget? And what if I let go And I let someone else in? And maybe I'm afraid of a clean slate That you're just another memory to replace But what if I'm happy, yeah? ♪ But what if I'm happy? What if feels so good to forget? And what if I let go And I let someone else in? And maybe I'm afraid of a clean slate That you're just another memory to replace But what if I'm happy, yeah? ♪ But what if I'm happy when I let go? What if I'm happy when I let go?