I always think I'm wrong I'm too depressed all day long The worst is yet to come I'm rude and mean to some I hate myself too much I am not strong enough I love this life but hate myself I should feel good but I feel worse I have everything I want in my life But I cry all the time And I'm never awake And I'm never awake And I'm never awake I am so messed up Is there anyone who can fix that Is there anything that I could do to make myself feel good as new For me And even for you I love this life but hate myself I should feel good but I feel worse I have everything I want in my life But I cry all the time And I'm never awake And I'm never awake And I'm never awake I love this life but hate myself I should feel good but I feel worse I have everything I want in my life But I cry all the time