Another night on the floor
There's certain things you can't ignore
Does anyone around me know
How I can stop myself from screamin'
And I try
I just mess up
I'm already so impatient
What do I do
What do I
FUCK!
It's only cause you feel too much
It's only cause you think too much
I don't even care enough
Will you take care of me
It's only cause i let myself love
It's only cause i don't care if i die
It's only cause i'm calm when things don't matter
And i don't care about my
My life
My life
I don't feel like fixing these problems
But you can stay around if you like
In my life
My life
I don't feel like fixing these problems
I just wanna run away
I felt like crying every day for the past six months
I feel the walls closing in
And collapsing my lungs
Can't believe you died in august
That just made everything harder
I swear i try to be stronger
Hold on a little bit longer
You told three lies to your mom
Two days in a row
Anything to escape what's going on in my heart
I swear the time's going faster
I miss the sound of your laughter
I can't hear it no more
But i guess that's life
I swear i heard you walk in the door
Then i remembered you aren't here anymore
You used to hold my head in your arms
And now i'm meant to move on
How am i meant to move on?
When i can't rest my head in your arms no more
(I just wanna run away...)
Ain't that much to do but to sit here and cry
I'm reaching for the ceiling but it's just too high
Switching up the mood with a new hair dye
I'm afraid of love but at least i try
And when she come around, shit, i get butterflies
Till i fuck it up and say something she don't like
I lose all my self control
And then i fall right back in the hole
It's my life
When i was a kid i had the world up in my palms
Still feel like a kid look in the mirror and i'm grown
I can't depend on mommy or my daddy, he a bum
I raised myself alone
Three years i've been alone
Mommy called my phone
She asked me when i'm coming home
Flights they fuck me up
Six hours with no leg room
I just miss going to school and playing my gamecube
I pulled out this autotune and i put salt up in the wound
I'm caught in the mix, blinded by the light
Somewhere in the middle of peace and depression
I cannot fall, i cannot bend
I gotta get it for me and my brethren
I am too powerful
I am too present
I am too passionate
And way too invested