I'm not afraid Not in doubt But I'm getting close I'm on the edge Looking down to see If I dare to take the chance Wandering till nightfall Counting steps Letting my feet carry The weight for me Pulling it away Wide awake Lighting up the day to change And carry on Pushing it away For my own sake Finding a new way to stand On solid ground Safe and sound There's much to say Can't find the words But I am reaching out Always on guard It drains my energy It makes it hard to breathe Wandering till nightfall Counting steps Letting my feet carry The weight for me Pulling it away Wide awake Lighting up the day to change And carry on Pushing it away For my own sake Finding a new way to stand On solid ground How I used to grow Feels like a lifetime ago Call it evolving, call it fate How to hold on to something That belongs in another time Call it headstrong, call it resolute It's what I do Pulling it away Wide awake Lighting up the day to change And carry on Pushing it away For my own sake Finding a new way to stand On solid ground Safe and sound