No solution. No success. I have become. My very own end. Absolute love. Absolute hate. Absolute waste. Absolutely. Absolute life. Absolute death. Absolute trust. Absolutely. Speak up. I find this to be tragic. Madness. To give up. Not live up. To the benchmark I set. And fail. Without. Second thought. To the blood I shed and all the tears that dropped from my eyes. Fuck trying to avoid trying. Weakness. Fuck whining. Fuck crying. I'm to blame for my own shame. Bullshit. Accepting the pain and own the mistakes. Prove it. I find this to be tragic madness. To give up. Not live up. Without second thought. To my soul. To my heart. To my mind. Absolutes reign. Prove it. To me. Prove it and save my life. Prove it to me. Save me Prove it to myself before it's too late Prove it to you all before it's too late