It's like, if you, if you give yourself up
Listen, nobody can blackmail you with anything
I'll never forget
You know when I first
Started to really understand what this was all about
I just went to my parents
And I just started confessing about stuff I did like in the second grade, seriously
But we don't know how all that stuff from the time we're kids man
All that repression
All that stuff just holding you
You know stuff out-
Talking about boys feeling my booty in the second grade
I mean I'm telling you, and I'm ashamed of that
You know?
Like no, like
No other girl in this audience played run catch and kiss or any of those silly games
You know?
But just from a child, you know, just growing up with all of that guilt
You know, and we think that that's God
We think that's God
Telling us feel guilty
God is saying get free
Confess man
Understand that, look
Everybody's going through that same stuff
Same issues it's just a bunch of repression
And I'm saying man, life is too
Is too valuable, man
For us to just sit here in this boxes all repressed
You know?
Afraid to admit what we're really going through
You know what I'm saying?
I'm tired of that
I'll tell people, listen, I, I, you know, it's so funny was like
You know, when I was trying to
I'll never forget I was pregnant with my first, my son
And I was trying to keep it a secret
It was all of over the place
You know?
And I went everywhere and I said hey, I'm having another baby
I didn't hear about it at all
Y'know I was like man I said man, y'all just want to deal in stuff that people don't want out
So now I just gave myself up
Yeah, I'm having another child, yeah, yup
What else would you like to know?
Yeah I'm crazy and deranged
You know and I'm free, you see? I'm free
You know, I might play you songs and twitch a little bit
Just so people know, you know
Look, I'm telling you, when they think you're crazy they don't mess with you
I'm telling you, you think
Y'all think that's a curse, I'm telling you it's a blessing, it's a blessing
When I was a, you know, a politician, well everybody
Just all over me, you now, I didn't have a private moment at all
Not not one private moment
And now that people think I'm crazy and deranged, we peace, total peace
And so, listen, as far as I'm concerned, I'm crazy and deranged
Just far y'all know, I'm crazy and deranged, you know
I'm emotionally unstable and I, and I'm not to going to ch-
That's my story and I'm stickin' to it
But uhm, we're gon' go
Alex you alright?
Ehehehe, yeah
But I'm, I was very blessed to be able to share with y'all today
You know, it's a joy for me to do that, thank you