I'm not the same as before
I found new paths to expose
And I'm looking for ways to change 'cause
I'm feeling different each day
And new ways, I can't escape
But I don't understand why I feel pressure
Don't let me know
If I'm going insane
It's just the way I behave
Need to get back home before my mother calls
Even if she'll hate me, I won't care at all
'Cause I'm all alone tryna make sure I don't fail
I spend all my time tryna be somebody else
I spend all my time tryna be somebody else
I spend all my time tryna be somebody else
Don't do the things that I say
Just push it to the next day
But it all starts to pile up, then crumbles
I look at people and smile an angry smile, 'cause like why
Can't I get anything done it's not right
Don't let me know
If you won't try to help on this path
I've spent so long in the dark
And now I'm ready to find the way out
Need to get back home before my mother calls
Even if she'll hate me, I won't care at all
'Cause I'm all alone tryna make sure I don't fail
I spend all my time tryna be somebody else
I spend all my time tryna be somebody else
I spend all my time tryna be somebody else
And now I'm messed up from all this pressure
Spend all my time tryna be like someone else
I'll try to fix it, be my own witness
But I don't understand how I'm meant to change myself
I'm not the same as before
I found new paths to expose
And I'm looking for ways to change 'cause
I'm feeling different each day
And new ways, I can't escape
But I don't understand why I feel pressure