Push and pull with your strings around my neck You wanna fix me, make me new again Do I fit the mold, do the pieces fit Watch me come apart but what did you expect I've got a feeling that I'm stepping off the edge Nosediving with the wind against my chest I've got a feeling that I'm heading towards the end But what did you, what did you expect Setting smoke signals in the sky Wide awake, wide awake or am I Daydreaming or just sleepwalking Am I flying too close to the sun Still lost in the wind still searching I can feel the air escape my lungs Carve me out till I'm what you wanted Watch it drip away, slow burn Smother me we'll see what happens first What's the safe word, what's your poison I'll tell you when and where it hurts Just smother me whatever happens first Fill my mouth with the fumes until I'm high on them Choke on the smoke and cough it up again I can taste the wax pouring from my lips It tastes bittersweet, just tell me when it ends Setting smoke signals in the sky Wide awake, wide awake or am I Daydreaming or just sleepwalking Am I flying too close to the sun Still lost in the wind still searching I can feel the air escape my lungs Carve me out till I'm what you wanted Watch it drip away, slow burn Smother me we'll see what happens first What's the safe word, what's your poison I'll tell you when and where it hurts Just smother me whatever happens first Search for the surface Carve right into me I'm free falling from the highest point that I could climb I can't swim I'm afraid to drown but the water feels just fine I'm counting down the seconds until impact makes this worse Nosedive into the surface Free falling Nose dive