I never wished becoming a borderline But the wounds have been to deep Now I have to cut into my flesh Releasing the pain day after day I feel tedious inside and only knives bring me back to reality I feel dead inside and only pain shows me that I'm alive I prefer to cut away my tears Before feeling pain in my remembrance I'm addicted to cut I'm addicted to bleed My beautiful red tears Have I ever been living on this earth? ...cause I feel like a stillborn rebirth! ...cause I feel like a stillborn rebirth!