I got my weed rolled
Million miles beneath home
Dug myself out of a deep hole
I lost myself in the process
Where were you?
I know that I don't react right
Hooked on the feeling of last night
I saw your face in the past life
I'm there for you
I'm sorry for the instances
I couldn't see our differences
I'm different feeling distant
From the girl I knew
Staring at the three dots
Sorry if I seem off
These days I'm scared of you
Life been grainy lately
Don't know if it's me or you, but I fucking hate it
Save a seat for me despite the fact you hate me
And don't hesitate to say it
Hues of blue don't change the mood
Cerulean, the indigo, the shades a navy
Sorry for the lack of presence maybe
I just feel the comfort inside the safety
Wonder when I'ma get sick of my medicine
I've been so numb and I'm done
Fuck it Ben, come again, I don't hear anything
We can recoup after brunch
Catch me slumped up in this coma
Hope nobody's coming over
Every second got me colder
It's these bottomless mimosas
Your ghost is still inside my house
My roommates hate me 'cause the place will break me
Furniture misplaced, sleep paralysis demon waiting
You help me fight these moments like Christian Bale to that gone set
Smoking weed at midnight after having wild breakup sex
I got my weed rolled
Million miles beneath home
Dug myself out of a deep hole
I lost myself in the process
Where were you?
I know that I don't react right
Hooked on the feeling of last night
I saw your face in the past life
I'm there for you
I'm sorry for the instances
I couldn't see our differences
I'm different feeling distant
From the girl I knew
Staring at the three dots
Sorry if I seem off
These days I'm scared of you
These days?
I can't help but be confused
When jumping to conclusions led me halfway to the moon
I took some space for my health
And saved some space for myself
'Til I escaped someplace else
Where I can stay in my room
I'm tired of hearing "Everybody goes through it"
When I'm weaker
God's giving his strangest battles to his most valuable speaker
I spent a week in August deep in thoughts
Just being odd, it left me bothered
In a world full of moving parts
It didn't need me to be apart of, clearly
Rarely weak and weary
But it's really hard to steer me
When every conversation ends in awkward disappearin'
Well, it shouldn't be so hard to open up
But girl my castle got a moat and a broken door on the drawbridge
I got my weed rolled
Million miles beneath home
Dug myself out of a deep hole
I lost myself in the process
Where were you
I know that I don't react right
Hooked on the feeling of last night
I saw your face in the past life
I'm there for you
I'm sorry for the instances
I couldn't see our differences
I'm different feeling distant
From the girl I knew
Staring at the three dots
Sorry if I seem off
These days I'm scared of you