Trapped in insecurity
Comfort in instability
Sorrow brings closure to a rotting heart
Leaves fall
Seasons change
Sunlight begins to fade
A shadow of pain begins to take its place
Leaves fall
Seasons change
Sunlight begins to fade
A shadow of pain begins to take its place
Phasing in and out like phases of the moon
The voices come and go
Whispering a somber ending
And the ending will come oh so peacefully
As I take my final gasp of air
One lucky cigarette
One more bottle left
I am lying still
I give in to the disease
White lines surrounding
Drown out everything
I can't shake the craving and the walls are closing in
Reminisce
Relapse
I'm shattering like glass
In my mind, every semblance of solace fades
Choking, on regret
Reliving past mistakes
Through flashes of black and white
My vision starts to fade
Traumatic moments converge in my head
Surrounding the pieces of my shattered memory
One night, one line
Time for resolution
Lower the coffin
The sun begins to set
Rain pours down
Sky turns grey
I confess
I gave in to the substance
Time stops, light fades
Thoughts become reality
Embrace the absurd
Do not resuscitate
When my heart stopped
The world kept spinning
Nothing but blackness
It felt so painless
I was all alone in an empty room
Self destruction was the only solution
Self destruction, the addiction
Led me to a point of no return
The craving was all too much to bear
I've finally caved in to the disease
(I'm falling out of sequence)
(I'm fading into nothing)
I'll never see heaven
I will rot in the earth
(I'm falling out of sequence)
Please don't waste your tears
(I'm fading into nothing)
I've finally found my peace
As my heart decays I will stare at the clouds
Watching the seasons change
I've finally found my peace