It's that time that creeps up every night I tell myself to resist the temptation Of inflating how I'm feeling But I can't dismiss these thoughts They make me sick I think I forgot how dialogue starts Now I'm in the dark I'm swallowing my heart Thoughts are invisible Words are too broad You are the pinnacle I'm just a part You make me feel so out of sorts I don't speak a lot Sifting through my thoughts I can't ignore And it brings me down It brings me down How can I stand for that? How can I stand for that? How can I stand for that? How can I stand for that? I'm steady falling back Unsettled On set holding back my inner mental Pull myself along so I don't come across alarmed We all playing roles and ain't nobody hold their own Ain't nobody special No, not me don't settle Wanna feel your flesh though Can I backwards pedal? I feel fine I feel fine I don't care bout a single thing Lows and flares riddle my routine I'm not on edge I will pledge I'm okay