"Monsters" They say swallow your pills. They have no clue where I have been. Biting nails in the corner. I hear them, they are coming through the shadows, And I am left convulsing! I tucked you away... I'm hollow... I am so numb from the pills stuck in my throat. In the pillows I am teething. I can't let go. I am straining to stay. I feel so deadlocked by the flashlight. The one that stays up with me every night. Why do you chastise, like I'm them. (they are me) My Anxiety's asking me, do we serve the same God? I tucked you away... I'm hollow... I am so numb from the pills stuck in my throat. In the pillows I am teething. I can't let go. I am straining to stay. This time I'll show you what I have seen... You were never like me! And all the things that I've seen. Writing diaries from my dreams... You were never like me! I tucked you away... I'm hollow... I am so numb from the pills stuck in my throat. In the pillows I am teething. I can't let go. I am straining to stay. Straining in your world to stay! Where I don't belong, where I don't fit in! Straining in your world to stay! Where I don't belong, where I don't fit in! Straining in your world to stay! I am a freak!