So now I may myself to sleep
Forever dreaming six feet deep
Soul screaming to find some release
I'll bite this bullet help me find my peace
I want something more than this
This constant stress and the clenching of my fist
This overwhelming never ending cycle
There's something more to life but first comes the struggle
I need to get the fuck away from myself
This constant pressure really never helps
Everyone watching and waiting on your next move
But no one cares if you ever really make it through
I wanna pull the fucking trigger how about you
I said I wanna pull the fucking trigger and if your lucky it wont be on you
I've never felt such hate
Such loathing, this self decay
Lay me to rest I want no more days
I've had it I'm done I'm played
This life is not for me
One bullet in this fucking chamber
Release me from my anger