Growing up, every day, with a gun in my head Feeling like I'm in an endless night I never lost a fight, but it hurts so bad tonight 'Cause all the things I want to show you disappear It all changed so fast, my head was blowing up It seems so hard to cross it, but I'm still making up But I'm still making up, making up, making it up But I'm still making up, making up, making it up I have been dreaming for so long I feel like a clown What's the meaning of my life? Are we gonna die tonight? All these stupid people said If I ever breathe again? All the things you can't forget Us out of control I have been dreaming for so long I'm better off on my own I have been dreaming for so long We can do so much more We don't give a fuck about your stupid lies We are the forgotten sons you threw away We don't give a fuck about your stupid lies You are the crooked fucks, you'll bleed today ♪ I have been dreaming for so long I feel like a clown What's the meaning of my life? Are we gonna die tonight? All these stupid people said If I ever breathe again? All the things you can't forget Us out of control