This soldier's holding on Still hear the fight in my bedroom Where I hope they won't find me This mask keeps falling off No make-believe where I'm heading 'Cause outside I can't hide how I feel Can someone help me keep in touch Reality's my game 'Cause in my head is where I love Ain't nobody can judge me 'Cause I feel like someone else's pride Is pushing me against the ropes Hold it in, let it die Can't breathe like cyanide This way's been working fine How long until I'm tired, oh The noise is getting loud How long til I play the victim Til I'm edged to deny it Because there's bigger things on my mind This the shit I don't have time for But you keep on asking for more Can someone help me keep in touch Reality's my game 'Cause in my head is where I love Ain't nobody can judge me 'Cause I feel like someone else's pride Is pushing me against the ropes Hold it in, let it die Can't breathe like cyanide This way's been working fine How long until I'm tired, oh