Wrote you off but I'm missing. Now I'm down for some kissing. Fingers crossed I was wishing. They're a knot and I'm pissing in the wind and I can't untie them. Hold my hand because I'm quaking. Don't need coffee to be shaking. Wish it was progress that I'm making. But it's a mess and it's breaking like a twig and I can't repair it. I can't repair it. Got my hands in my pockets, Feeling dumb I should stop it. Got my guts in a bucket and my heart, I think I lost it. Wrote you off but I'm missing. Now I'm down from the bitching. Hold my hand because I'm itching. Understand why I'm cringing. Just inside but I cannot hide it. Like a coal and it's burning through me. Like the cold and it's turning freezing. And my heart, I think I lost it.