Know what you want den go get it you gotta pick and choose
Lost ma sister been feelin I aint got shit da loose
But das selfish to think da furthest thing from da truth
So I hit da booth get da spittin like a missin tooth
In ma feelins ma feelins when get to think of you
Smoke anotha I po up anotha drink for you
Cheers to the sky here askin why
Did you have to take my sister why my ass couldn't die
But god please excuse me for my frenchmen
You know my left I grew da be a trenchmen
Help me see it like you do I need your lenses
Cuz when I held our mama dat pain was never endin
They didn't even know she had a dream and a goal
We was chasin all together straight schemin da blow
Now it feels like I don't know the meanin no moe
Das when I hear your voice screamin you ma reason fa show
Always stayed on ma bumper
Who would've thought dat we could do these numbers
But yet we knew it all along it aint no wonder
So god im askin fo yo guidance and yo comfort
Cuz this one hurts so bad my heart weighin a ton
And we struggled like no other but we made it look fun
Said I neva could imagine dat the day it would come
Me and danny would carry you da pain make you numb
Nineteenth of july da worse day of my life
Bro callin five am I know dat sumtin aint right
I aint even wanna answer ima keep it a buck
Den he told what it was cryin leavin me stuck
I was like na cuz I don't believe dat its true
We was just textin everything seem da be coo
Lala said dat she was good wit a heart dat was blue
No visitation so we couldn't even see if its true
On the way da tell yo daddy was the hardest da do
But I didn't have the words like a nigga was mute
We aint even have the words it was just tears
Abandonment was the feelin that was left here
How you leave when you was about da have your best year
Graduate from northridge dat was next year
And da music we could feel the success near
But devotion kept the faith it was less fear
Now the only thing we feelin is depressed here
Broken down wit no words it was just tears
Now the only thing we feelin is depressed here
Broken down wit no words it was just tears
But I know you found god cuz thats the one you seek
And in ma heart is where you live because we love you deep
But I know you found god cuz thats the one you seek
And in ma heart is where you live because we love you deep
So if you lookin for me im in lala land
Holdin on to your vision and what god got planned
Save a spot for ya dad moms missin you bad
While I hold on to your vision up in lala land
If you lookin for me im in lala land
Holdin on to your vision and what god got planned
Save a spot for ya dad moms missin you bad
While I hold on to your vision up in lala land