You said you could take this You said it wouldn't get ugly again And no you can't meditate this You wish it never began I want to be sober Yeah I want to be like a river Just let my life float through me But I can't connect with a loaded gun in my hand You started to worry You bent yourself to get under the hand And now with your shipwreck stories You say you don't understand I want to be sober Yeah I want to be like a river Just let my life float through me But I can't connect with a loaded gun in my hand