I talk to you all the time The world thinks I'm Crazy as crazy is And I don't feel much different Fluorescent lights hum Their incessant anthem Everything that I believe And everything that holds me Together at the seams Seems so far away from here And we're all wandering Where we going? And I wish that my colors weren't so Faded, faded And I wish that I didn't feel so cold And everyone's so slow and Jaded, jaded Falling asleep to this midwestern drone Feel like running every day Away from this life that I've made Built to last a little too long Feeling trapped under my own weight Too heavy now to stand Let alone fly And I'm always watching the sky With jealous eyes Wish I'd finally fall apart Do something desperate to change a thing Changed my mind again Just when I was getting brave Somewhere over this city High above the red brick chimneys I know we can escape all this It feels like fighting gravity Where we going?