Forfeit the game or play to win I made my bed and now I'm sleeping in I woke up late to find you gone Hope I wasn't wrong I think you caught me thinking out loud Would I be crazy if I burned my own house down? Then I could rebuild to my liking Close cover before striking I'm breaking ground for the new me Breaking down every time I think about it Breaking ground for the new me Getting up from these past catastrophes I'm always using words Like maybe and someday Maybe someday I'll learn That tomorrow's always a day away I always knew it'd feel just like this But I can't say that I was ready for it Out of state, out of mind At least I can pretend I'm fine Could this cup of coffee Really keep me company For another Winter alone? I'm breaking ground for the new me Breaking down every time I think about it Breaking ground for the new me Getting up from these past catastrophes I'm always using words Like maybe and someday And sorry, I'm sorry I couldn't Sorry I couldn't say You remind me Of everything I ever wanted to be Maybe we were meant to be