When soaking rain pours down from the sky I want to stare into bright sunlight until I'm blind When I feel the warmth of the sun on my skin, I wish for heavy rain To wash away all sorrow, to drown myself and all light I cant feel myself I am one of the ghostfolk Slowly dying, fading away Into darkness with every breath I take With every word I waste I suffocate and lose All connection to my former life An invisible veil cloaks me softly It surrounds me and paints everything grey Lethargy calls me, it reaches for me I waste my time waiting The days float by, merciless While dreams lie frozen in time A hail of tears cuts through the blackest nights And happiness is swallowed whole