I wanna wake up
I wanna wake up from all this
I wanna scream out
I wanna scream, but I have no voice
Cause I don't know how to take this
I don't know how to take it all
Killing me from the inside
I have no choice
The walls are moving
The walls are coming close to me
The air I'm breathing
The air I'm breathing makes me sick
The more I try to ignore
Troubles getting more and more
And now I feel so insecure
Colors fade grey
When I am awake
No longer asleep
It's all just one state
Not sure if it's real
When it all feels fake
I think I've lost my mind
I think I'm paralyzed
I am a hostage
I am a hostage to myself
Sick and damaged
Sick and damaged that's my health
Can't be waiting for your help
But now I'm here by myself
And I don't even care no more
Colors fade grey
When I am awake
No longer asleep
It's all just one state
Not sure if it's real
When it all feels fake
I think I've lost my mind
I think I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
Paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
Paralyzed
It won't go away
Won't go away, today
It won't go away
Won't go away, today
It won't go away
Won't go away, today
It won't go away
Won't go away, today
It won't go away
Won't go away, today
It won't go away
Won't go away, today
It won't go away
Won't go away, today
Go away
Colors fade grey
When I am awake
No longer asleep
It's all just one state
Not sure if it's real
When it all feels fake
I think I've lost my mind
I think I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
Paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
Paralyzed