In search of marbles long since misplaced I give in... to yet another day... Sheltered from revealing light Kept out of sight Where sick minds bite Institutionalized I sleepwalk through my life The years pass by like fimbulwinter seasons Inside a darkness I do not own A bright portal void shows me where I long It's out of reach you see The piping pills set no one free Here I stand glued in blood I just want to belong Nailed by some cruel device Leave me be The void is me yeah I know you see: "Ambition is the last refuge of failure" Every step a dead end street Must power up get me on my feet I've frozen space and time To warp alive inside my mind There is no place like home I just want to belong