A hole the size of you Carved out of my beating heart Loss of purpose Feeling everything Nowhere to hide Anxious Never fulfilled No satisfaction in anything Darkness devours me Slowly descending into obscurity Pain, only pain Lonely suffering No words to say Void of joy Seeking comfort in restless sleep Leaving consciousness behind Slipping from reality inside in my mind No reason to open my eyes Letting go completely Staring in the mirror Naked and raw The cracks in the ceiling look to me exactly how I feel