Like wept mother, so wept son Entered the world not welcomed Tears shed in pain never dry All my days I behold her cry "Nothing you say Worth hearing All that you do Brings me back to you The absence of love I'm sensing Is it me is it you Makes me bitter makes me hate And I hate AND I HATE!" Sucked not love but bitterness In her arms out of her breast As the black world fell apart Fear built house in an unborn heart Wise is the one who dares to hear Demons howling in his head At the gate my allies come Strike dead the evil ones In wilderness... Wolves howl me my lullaby Crow shrieks a fairy tale Owl speaks wise thoughts In my head, in my sleep... "Dream my earthly child dream The eagle and the serpent Will guard your sleep" Out of the house across the yard To the garden where memories are cast Seek beloved the dearest one I see the gate I no longer run Now drum is broken and hell is loose In a tree of wisdom they put a noose Chaos I Breath it's my last sigh I'll hang this child into tree of life