'Cause I try and I cry And I lay in bed at night Wonder why, why I lie And I cannot be polite And I go like woah-woah I just made uh-oh And I go like woah-woah I just made uh-oh I try to drown myself in dirty water Hoped, cigarettes on somebody's daughter Leave my hand to the ones who make me smaller I'll be the defendant of my own father Should've kept my mouth shut Didn't mean to interrupt Should've kept my mouth shut Wish I knew I said enough 'Cause I try and I cry And I lay in bed at night Wonder why, why I lie And I cannot be polite And I go like woah-woah I just made uh-oh And I go like woah-woah I just made uh-oh Knew that you were out of touch When you said I say too much (Say too much) Can't be anybody's crutch But I guess that's just my luck (Just my luck) 'Cause I try and I cry And I lay in bed at night Wonder why, why I lie And I cannot be polite And I go like woah-woah I just made uh-oh And I go like woah-woah I just made uh-oh