Drinking bottles of this medicine
I'm stuck inside my head
Drop another level
Cause depressions rolling in
I hate to be the face
Disgrace, I'm pacing when I rant
Suicidal tendencies that's playing in my head
I'm okay, okay?
Say it when I'm not fine
And its alright
I'm a waste of your time
Its on my dime
Wasting all my free time
Tell me I'm a fuck up when I'm crying by my bedside
I've been on the meds
I got to take them by myself
My mother hopes the worst
She seen me overdosing pills
I know I'm instigating
When I know she's going ill
But the torture that's she's bringing
Yeah that shits a living hell
I'm okay, okay?
Say it when I'm not fine
And its alright
I'm a waste of your time
Its on my dime
Wasting all my free time
Tell me I'm a fuck up when I'm crying by my bedside
Heavy on the liquor
Wont forget her when I'm old
I let her lay it on me
Cause I cannot bare to cope
I'm hanging by a thread
I'll put my head into the rope
At the bottom of emotions
Not a rope cause fix my soul
I'm okay, okay?
Say it when I'm not fine
And its alright
I'm a waste of your time
Its on my dime
Wasting all my free time
Tell me I'm a fuck up when I'm crying by my bedside
I'm okay, okay?
Say it when I'm not fine
And its alright
I'm a waste of your time
Its on my dime
Wasting all my free time
Tell me I'm a fuck up when I'm crying by my bedside
You want me gone
Have me writing out these songs
Hope someday we'll get along
So my past can move on
And so I
I played your games
In several different other ways
I felt my life get sucked away
When I will say I'm okay