I did wanna say you
We could stay forever on this roof top
Fight about something I ain't even know
Tryna hold my tears writing this song
I understand that there's a lot that I been feeling
Go to sleep and dream about what I been needing
All these days I wish my childhood exists
Have me seeing all these families; getting jealous of their kids
Always hurting; never finding my escape
Breaking down I think I'm bounded when I break
And if I need a life I'm better off to energize my inner mind
Deciding how I want to feel like I'm okay
I did wanna say you
We could stay forever
All these years passing, but no changing what I seen
I feel like I'm a hermit in the scene
And if she wants to love me
Let it be
No wonder why I'm feeling weak
Because I suffered more then humans could've seen
And now I feel so weakened and deplete
I feel like this how it be
Because I'm needing more then I have ever needed
I wish she could've loved me from the start
I did wanna say you
We could stay forever on this roof top
Fight about something I ain't even know
Tryna hold my tears writing this song
I feel I'm made to crash
Broken hearts and feeling sad
Wonder if its meant to end or see how long its gonna last
All this time that's gonna pass
But no hope we'll get it back
Cause the past is in the past
And all we need is what we have
I may have lived a life
That many others won't survive
I'm sheltered but I figured
If I need her then I'll try
Weeping in my sleep and now feel like its a lie
Cause I was so alone inside my mind
I did wanna say you
We could stay forever
Depression got the best of me
I'm nothing but a waste
My mother wouldn't care if I was great
My mother wouldn't care if there was food onto my plate
Or if I stayed another day
Or if I'm even wide awake
I need to feel okay
Cause all these pains are growing at a pace
And all these pains are never gonna change
I wish she would've taken what I said
Instead she locked herself again
And now I'm stuck inside my head I'm so depressed