She's always in my head (She's always in my head) I think she wants me dead (I think she wants me dead) Cause I cannot forget What she did to me (To me) I have nowheres to go (I have nowheres to go) I always feel alone (I always feel alone) If I could get ahold Of myself again I need life I need sight I can't fight No more I decide for my life Know what's right for sure Its all I can provide If you show me; so So I tried In my mind I can't let you go I wake up in my sleep (I wake up in my sleep) I think its just a dream (I think its just a dream) Cause out all these things I can't see myself (Myself) A faded memory (A faded memory) Has got ahold of me (Has got ahold of me) If could I live my life Know what's right For me I'm terrorized Apologizing If its all I can do I'm idolizing Sympathizing Bit more then I could chew I'm finalizing Overthinking Making the right moves I would do it for you I need life I need sight I can't fight No more I decide for my life Know what's right for sure Its all I can provide If you show me; so So I tried In my mind I can't let you go I need life I need sight I can't fight No more I decide for my life Know what's right for sure Its all I can provide If you show me; so So I tried In my mind I can't let you go I learned to pave my path And now I don't look back The past is twice as bad If I go on back I learned to know the ways To keep me always safe If its all I can take Don't you go on back