These demons daily I face
I hoped it all would erase
To cleanse my angered expression
That I kept locked away
To be one who declines
I've spent my years passing by
I'm crying silent inside
And tell them I'm all alright
I want to be one you want
I need to be the one you want
I feel so broken inside
To see your hate all my life
I have to hide how I think
To keep my feelings inside
I'm fading breaking most days
I wiped my tears off my face
I hate to see how you've changed
And know your loves gone away
I want to be one you want
I need to be the one you want
I know I made some mistakes
I'll say it right to your face
I'll take some time for my change
At least I'll do as I say
I know I'll need some advice
To help your hurting inside
To fix the damage we'd done
Look at how far we have come
I want to be one you want
I need to be the one you want
Remember days that are great
Those days are fading away
I know this time it won't change
Too many years gone away
I want to say I'm alright
But now I cannot decide
If it was me all along
I feel I witnessed too much
I want to be one you want
I need to be the one you want
Where have you gone?
Where'd you go?
I know life's taking its toll
I feel no ones gonna notice
If I was all alone
I want to be by your side
But now my trauma sufficed
I know if I was to go
I still would love you the most