You keep me smiling but you laughing at my first name
I thought you changed but we always tryna live same
Not a chance but you somehow coming back
And I never thought a miracle would ever come to pass
Hear me out 'cause you're always on my head
Every day, every night and every breath
When you're gone I kinda wished I'm seeing death
Now I'm out here overthinking if I'm always getting tested
I never thought that the day would ever come
I'm Smoking weed, I'm getting drunk and having fun
It's never fun when you're always on the side
And you're deep inside your mind before she fucked another guy
Yeah
You wanna understand my pain right
Had to take an acid just to go and stand life
I've been feeling pain cause I'm never alright
Tried to take it slow I am here all might
You could say I am weird
Living life at second gear
Tried to go and OD adderall to go and end the fears
I've been never feeling peered where's the family that was here
I could go and make it better 'cause no one would even care
You could never see me on the low shit
I've been so maintained I'm really thinking I got motion
People always playing games I'm out here having notions
I don't wanna take it slow I wanna see the ocean
Right
Swimming with the fishes but I'm not your type
I don't wanna another I just want your sight
I don't wanna die but I will take flight
I won't make a promise but tonight's my night
You keep me smiling but you laughing at my first name
I thought you changed but we always tryna live same
Not a chance but you somehow coming back
And I never thought a miracle would ever come to pass
Hear me out 'cause you're always on my head
Every day, every night and every breath
When you're gone I kinda wished I'm seeing death
Now I'm out here overthinking if I'm always getting tested