I ride through crystalline skies, blind Driven by purpose to the apex Flung toward the sun Into the light I break down and pray With you in ash Cinder and smoke I forget your face I fear the nearer that I approach I can't give you to the wind To lay you to rest Return to dust I have to let go Five years have gone Won't toss the urn Still hoping you'll return Suddenly with mind lain open You're offering me your hand But I know it is just an illusion At least until I reach my end And in my sorrow, this longing still remains Memories, not my own, haunt my dreams Now a void where once there was so much more Here your vessel and my guilt are now laid to rest