I am not feeling the green burning flame As I gaze back along footprints you have made I am not dreaming of more than you have shown You're not a foundation You are not a stone But I'm afraid of the way that I'm feeling Afraid of this new understanding now Afraid for the beauty within me And that which I hold within my hand And this is the ultimate secret That many before me have ever known So capture me while I am weakest I want to know I want to know Here I am wide open Surrendering to your side I have laid down my armour I have no sword at my side I leave behind me the ruins of the fortress I swore to defend I leave behind me foundations I'll leave you a man I'll need you to mend And through all the battles around me I never believed I would fight Yet here I stand A broken soldier Shivering and naked In your winter light