I have this tingling up my spine This voice that pleads at me daily This nagging that won't subside I'm caging things to hide the craving I am the one who decides I won't loose myself again tonight My hypocrisy sickens me Yet I taste it like a fine wine How can I do this to myself How can I be someone else I am the one who decides I won't loose myself again tonight I am the one who decides I won't loose myself again tonight I have this tingling up my spine This voice that pleads at me daily This nagging that won't subside I'm caging things to hide the craving I am the one who decides I won't loose myself again tonight I am the one who decides I won't loose myself again tonight Isolation, it's lost control Making voices rush on me like waves The image of your face is all I have The sound of your voice inside my head I am the one who decides I won't loose myself again tonight I am the one who decides I won't loose myself again tonight I am the one who decides I won't loose myself again tonight