Born without dying empty Walk alone for a lifetime denied The spark of life forever missing A fear so vast it grows inside Soul bleeding never healing At the end of the day my spirit leaving Of all I own handful of a Solid void what's left to give Can't get rid of all this guilt Blame myself for as long as I live Shadow of the former me Reach for surface can't break free Blind, Cold, Bitter [sings "Desire" 1st time] From dreamfield to death Wasted life on living Suicidals see no reason for another breath Still forsaken hope all taken Keep on feeding the nightmares within I see it clear still so tragic Against frustration no one wins Sinking deep into depression Suffering the weight of confession Upon the loss of a better fate Laid out before me all pure hate