Bitter bloodstained tears Filling my saddened eyes From personal fears And all once told lies The anger inside Waiting for tomorrow Sinful suicide Wrapped in the cause of sorrow At the fiery gates With hate I resign Though I'll be forever more Even the dead can die Marching on and on Experience the dismal fate Through the hellish scorn Gather beyond the gates Reality now slips away Death is the only way The moonlight is my blanket And my bed is a grave Life ends so sadly With tears pain and grief All my loved ones gone And I'm rotting with belief And so is life At it's end Never to be More again Entered it all With belief A [fucking] life I never lived I end my life I [fucking] kill myself Accept this death With open arms A piercin' pain When I cut it all From life to death I breathe my last breath (And so is life At it's end Never to be More again And so is life)