Having traveled the darkest path Disregarding the life I was given Intentional plunder, the degradation My self hatred becomes isolated I've succumbed to the darkness Feel the warmth devour my soul Inescapable fate Approaching transcendence I see clarity through deprivation My actions beg and plead For an end to this insane world Mortal death encroaches Ending life that had no meaning But the fractal portal opens Slipping through dimensions Dreadful path once binding Now leading to enlightenment Visions of immaculate detail In vibrant clarity I've been given the answers And seen unimaginable sights I have touched and altered The physical and the spiritual Realms of deception embedding the lies Plaguing the future of all mankind So bleak... so dismal Parallels have become entangled Scriptures deciphered revealing the truth Only through death can you transcend the lies Inherit the knowledge that was manipulated Now awakens the soul through consciousness This is not suicide it's devotion Sever the flesh, ascend and receive Clarity through deprivation Deprivation