Suicide (no will to live) So called afterlife (does it exist) Depression, aggression locked up inside Is life worth living (it's time to decide) Your demise, a razor's touch Were things really that f**ked Burn as you cease to exist You leave your body a vapor of mist Departure enter the unknown Horrified as the journey continues Relentless pleas of agony Visions of grotesques deformities Remembrance of forgotten memories To dwell and rot in purgatory I shall never rest peacefully In this world of never ending insanity Forever my soul to be condemned Misery and suffering (it will never end) The shadow of flames by Restored to flesh and bone Which mortal birth bestowed upon me Witnessing what no man should see I have learned to live is to be free To die by my own hand is blasphemy Now granted amnesty To be spared and shown mercy