Bare bones bank account Back breaking days I'm running around like a rat in a race Like a mouse in a maze You pour me a coffee More sugar, more cream With every cup I'm like a pickup truck Guzzling gasoline The river is rising It's so cold on my skin It's pulling me down It's dragging me in Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Till I learn how to swim You ask how it's going Since I've been away I'm so close to the undertow but I know There's only so much I can say I'm having a great time I'm fine, thanks for asking I'm just so grateful for this chance Yeah, it's been amazing The river is rising It's so cold on my skin It's pulling me down It's dragging me in Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Till I learn how to swim You say I'll get used to the grind That I'm living the dream You tell me to go with the flow but I know That I'm rowing upstream And when my cup is empty You offer another I let out a sigh as I ask Have you got something stronger? The river is rising It's so cold on my skin It's pulling me down It's dragging me in Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Till I learn how to swim And when I finally let it out Say I'm sinking like a stone You're always there to pull me up Let me know I'm not alone And I can feel the river As it meets the sea I feel the pull of something bigger And there's room enough to breath The river is rising But I know I can stay warm If you sit with me Through the eye of the storm If you sit with me Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Just trying my head above water Till I learn how to swim