No more identity No more desire Now weak from dormancy This heart's lost its fire So my incentive died So I'm demoralised Asleep behind waking eyes Fading into comatose Falling through the astral plane Lost in purgatory Flailing wings of disdain Condemn me so I cannot fly Falling through the astral plane Never hear a scream There's no waking time in this astral plane I can't, hear you I can't, see you I can't, feel you I can't, break through I don't, know how I might, fall down I sense, rain clouds So I won't try No expectations No way to defeat Past procrastination Now please conquer me It's barely survival This futility Leave me in the gutter Beyond the will to compete This lethargy is calling you to come in from the light Never thought to disappoint it Pay the price for worshipping these walls that shield you from outside Agoraphobia anointed Blame my lamenting mind Blame my folly insides This body now atrophied In everlasting comatose