This pain so inconceivable, the amount of blood On the floor is unbelievable Destined to die I play the game of hope while my intestines Swing like jump rope Splashing the plasma, circling vultures inhaling miasma Forget the life I hated, shan't be resuscitated Inflated and bloating pieces in pools of disease and floating This sea of muck like standing water Waiting for my slaughter Putrescence now suffocating the last breath of life I'm hating Life is a nightmare I live a lifemare Begging for mercy - Do not resuscitate The piles are steaming, the floor beneath My feet apparently is bleeding My wounds still seeping Blood on flesh undressed, possessed- Having sex with the excess My temple stuck to the floor - at one with the gore This desire - inherent, suicidal and disparaged Cannot be blamed I suffered this bullshit life - threatened with helter skelter Felt the damning hand of man and Suffered underneath its shelter Forget the life I hated, shan't be resuscitated Ablated, serrated pieces of a life so over-rated This heap of garbage called a body, like a landflill - rotting Pure hate is now strangulating this last breath of life I'm waiting for this life to end I'm waiting for the end to begin I'm waiting for you people to die I'm waiting for the end of the line Life is a nightmare Begging for mercy - Do not resuscitate I live a lifemare Begging for release - Do not resuscitate