The girl that's waiting for the summer Moved on And wiped the tears before they touched her cheek Please tell me I'm dreaming Or that I never was I thought I almost had it all But all you had you pissed away You were the one they always sung about I never knew Now you feel the words echo through your head As you lie and sweat another lonely night in bed Wish you could see her smile Wish you could feel her warmth Let my sky fall down You gave me the reason to keep on pushing it up Please tell me I'm dreaming Or that I never was I thought I almost had it all Never thought I'd ever see you go Now I'll never feel again the way I did You're just another black cloud Hanging over my head She wasted kisses on you You wasted wishes thinking happiness was ever meant for you I bet she feels the weight of you off her Now you gotta wait And act like you believe that our lives are decided by fate I was never one to believe I bet she feels the weight of you off her Black mass cut in half by a beam of light Half to form my mind Half to form the night What once was together Is now apart forever And ever and ever never never never I am the absence of light Never Never I am the absence of light