You'll never say my name in solacement It's all paranoia infested in my brain I wish I could reject this interior pain I brace, I crawl I pace, I fall It's all I won't ever fail at I've never been worse off I race my clocks I chase my thoughts with all of this lovely poison I'll never get enough Fucked up all of this life I just repeat with no sense of direction Fucked up, I won't deny I plea for calmness I plea for composure It's always floating up above my head I pick the pieces up to throw them away It festers onward with the pressuring I feel the thunder underneath my skin Please don't look now I'm servile to ghosts around me I feel like a prisoner I profess my disgust with those around me I'll never believe in anyone but myself I press my luck with every decision I can't stand this for much longer than I should I could break away from all of this and (free from) Free from, free from what? Hell Constantly crashing on my head Confusing all of this again What is happening? I have only my grief You'll never say my name in solacement