I can't speak I can't think Thoughts with no clarity to keep No more noise No one joins An illusion with my mind in a void No more breathing No more needing The want is gone And I don't have any feeling The hand knocks Handles still hot A key that doesn't fit any locks My mind tires of constant thoughts Falling prey to fear until I rot Give me a break And just let it all end This plague of mind won't let the soul mend Will they even believe me Who carries the name when I'm the only son Can parts of a torn soul get into heaven The hurt leaves, all that's left is the numb I've given it up The pain has won My hands have gone numb I can't even feel them The feeling persists Something is missing Did I even try? I'm running out of time And I'm just scraping by Well has run dry I'm left alone No flesh no bone Try to scream, My mouth isn't my own I hear the noise Flip of a coin Can I live or be stuck in the void Lungs heaving Tired of pleading Can't even think my head is seething All I need anymore is the want Wanting it all but being destined to fall Ya gotta die sometime, Times up kid An eternity passes in an instant Outside the body I'm not even in it I'm crumbling I can't pass the blame My mind breaks and it's skipping the frames