I now know that there is no escape No expiration that will be my grace No release From what i wake up with every single day I see your face behind the flames Fingers pick scabs to blood No healing no restoration I'd do anything to keep it away Anything for a moment of peace Anything but do what they say Anything but admit that maybe i'm not okay Anything but say that I like feeling this way No more hesitation Instigated by my own chemistry No comfort in your company No need to repeat anymore Because now i'm listening to every word that you ever said Waiting for an explanation to how you got in my head Everything i've learned written and rephrased Progression of nothing it all stays the same The same the same I still can't be left alone I'm still rotting away My brain is the hammered stone where you built your home The home where we both lived for as long as I can remember They say satisfaction is the death of desire But no one knows how deep in this mire I have found myself And i'm so tired I'm so tired Of not being strong Of not being proud or brave Cause I don't know how much more of this I can take When this has become my everyday I know love had to leave But why did I have to stay Take me Please take me Take me Please take me away